I need to stop being angry with this job, at the worst, most unprofessional company I’ve ever worked for, so that I can attend to my own business and career interests.
I don’t know what to do. I want to drop tools and walk out. I am sick of the pettiness and the bullying from people in senior positions who are happy to sit and watch while the business fails. I’m sick of deliberate attempts to undermine my confidence. I’m sick of the malicious gossip. Fuck you. Nobody here has achieved anything. You’re petty and jealous and it’s fucking difficult working with these daily levels of aggression.
If I walk out, it doesn’t damage my finances, they’re not paying me enough for that, but it’s not great for my CV. Also I think I should be talking to a lawyer and that means talking to HR again, yada yada. I don’t have time for this shit. I need to go to South Africa to make some proper money and deal with people who are concentrating on business, like grown-ups.
I’m ready to go. The question is how I can put an end to this stupidity with minimal damage to my career.